Once upon a time, Hexamita lived in the Gut with their relatives but felt like something was missing. They tried to leave and find a new home. But each time they left, they got tired and fell asleep. They would wake up back in the Gut, with only a vague dream of a blue lake...
A scientist scooped a spoonful of mud
 from a quiet pond. 
Curious, they wondered
 what secrets might be hiding inside. 
They leaned in closer and discovered 
a tiny creature, 
darting through the water with enormous,
 whip-like flagella. 
Where could something like this have come from?
 They leaned in even closer,
 and the creature whispered 
it had traveled from very, 
very far away.
So they opened an ancient book
 and began reading 
its story
 from the beginning.
Deep within the center of its body,
 something unusual
 caught their eye.
 

Gene number 79,341 appeared not once, 
not twice,
 but ten times over. 
Ten copies of the same gene. 
Shouldn't that make it gene 79,351 by now? 
And if every gene comes in pairs, 
how does a pair ever become ten?
2, 4, 8, 16  
the math makes sense until suddenly it doesn't. 
How did it stop at 10? 
Does this body divide on its own,
 or does it need a partner to do so?
If it divides alone 
 if there is no partner,
 no exchange,
 no shuffling 
 then every mistake gets passed down,
 quietly,
 inevitably,
 building up
 like dust in a forgotten room. 
That is Muller's ratchet. 
Once it starts turning,
 it does not stop. 
The only destination is
 extinction.


Unless 
 unless the genes could be reshuffled. Mixed up. 
Repaired. 
That is what meiosis does. 
It reaches into the pile of
 broken things 
and finds a way
 to put them back together.
Could that be the reason sex exists at all?

But Hexamita
 is alone 
in its pond.
 If it wanted to swap its worn-out genes,
 who would take them? 
Who would willingly trade
 with something carrying so much damage?
There was, 
however,
 an old friend nearby. 
A bacterium.
 And bacteria, as Hexamita once learned,
 are extraordinarily 
generous
 with their genes. 
They pass them around freely,
 to neighbors,
 to strangers,
 to anyone in need. 
That is their
 ancient wisdom 
share,
 and survive together.

What if Hexamita could borrow
 just a
 gene or two? 
What if a small loan
 from a generous 
bacterium
 could patch up 
what had gone wrong?
 But even if 
the bacterium was willing
 would it actually work? 
Hexamita 
was not a bacterium.
 It wasn't quite a proper
 eukaryote either. 
It existed 
somewhere in between,
 belonging
 fully 
to neither world.
And still,
 the copies kept coming. 
Its body remained unchanged
 on the outside,
 but deep within,
 the core kept swelling. 
More copies.
 Then more.
 Redundant,
 overlapping,
 crowding each other out.
 Hexamita never understood why.
All those extra copies
 did not make it stronger. 
They made it 
slow. 
They made it
 sloppy.
 They turned it into
 a poor parasite,
 a shadow of 
its sharp and thriving ancestors
 who knew exactly
 where to go 
and
 how to hold on.


Hexamita could never quite hold on.
Every life cycle 
it washed back into the pond, 
starting over,
 waking up
 in the same
 cold water. 
It didn't mind the pond,
 not really. 
But something gnawed at it 
 a hollow, 
persistent hunger
 that the pond 
could never fill. 
Something was missing. 
Something
 that would finally make it
 feel whole.
And so, despite everything,
 Hexamita set off again. 
Deeper into 
the gut. 
Searching for the right corner,
 the right surface,
 the right place
 to finally become 
what it was always supposed to be
 a good
 parasite.


"I have to let go of these copies,"
 it told itself 
quietly. 
"They are weighing me down.
 Giardia
 splits into two
 in an instant clean,
 efficient, 
effortless.
 But my core is so swollen,
 so stuffed
 with extras,
 that just keeping track of them
 takes 
everything I have."
And then,
 a quieter thought crept in.
What if
 I am not what I think
 I am?
What if somewhere in my past
 there is a 
different ancestor 
 one who also carried a bloated core,
 one who also
 never
 quite fit? 
I have eight flagella, just like the others. 
Two cores,
 just like the others. 
I look like I belong.
But 
I cannot live in the pond.
 And 
I cannot live in the gut.
I want 
a place that is neither. 


I wish there were a place
 without being squeezed inside
 or stuck underneath,
 or slipping over
 A place where I can simply exist
...
Perhaps the pond was not the end. Perhaps the gut was not the answer.Hexamita was still swimming. Still searching. The story had only just begun.
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